Watash no nama wa TK

Hellsing OVA VI

2010-01-02T03:14:34Z

Ok.... i did not know that there another Hellsing. I shock. Men, I love that anime. I haven't watch it. Gonna do it once it finish dl. Look awsome like the other one. Yes, I do own the hardcopy of it. Once this one out in USA I so gonna buy it. How the world did I miss this? Men, I love gothic anime.

Grandma Funeral

2009-12-29T07:24:25Z

Is final over. My grandma was buried 12 hours ago. She looks so peaceful. One song that caught my attention and don not wish to hear it, ever again. The song title “Have you seen, my mother?” My aunts, and my uncle was sang the song to us. The song was about their mother and how they cannot find her. They search everywhere, from the house, outside, favorite place, but wasn’t able to find her. At the end, they ask the audience have we seen their mother. In respond, all I could do was cry. It was so hard to hold back my tears. So, was everyone there. No one respond. But one person responds back. She says “Our mother is no longer here. No matter how much we look for her we won’t find her. She has move into heaven.” Just hearing and knowing that what she is said is true. It was so hard to agree what she is say about the person we love lying on the coffee was gone.

I can’t say who have the hardest. My grandma was special to everyone and love by everyone. My grandpa is going to have hard time sleeping and eating. My grandma’s sister will no longer someone to call when she not feeling well. From the night my grandma pass away and four days event funeral. She has been crying her heart out. She never have child. More like she did have a child of her own but past away. She adopts a child but no longer with her but her one person. I forget the relationship that boy was but all I know she love him like a son. He sees him as son. She was the person always took my sister and me to the park and place when we were little and use to live there. I haven’t seen since we left Wisconsin. My grandma’s brother was also torn. He sang a song to us and his feeling and his thoughts about my grandparent parents.

For four nights I have trouble sleeping. There are times I miss my bed. At the same time I don’t want to leave grandpa. I just found out. On the first night, my little brother slept on the bed with my grandpa while my sister, my mother and I slept on the floor. He told my mother it felt nice to feel another person sleeping next to him. He felt as though she was still there. It was nice feeling. Sadly, my little brother and older brother slept in the hotel for the rest of the night we still in WI. During our stay I got to know my Hang family and myself. I have long way. I really suck speaking in my native language. It’s sad.

I swear I so bad at express my feels. The way I talk and act so fake. But deep inside I feel pain and sorrow. I say things that I shouldn’t have. It comes out the wrong way.

After we buried her, we watch and cry as they carry (her husband, grandchildren, brothers, and close family) to the hole. Everyone was already in tears. We didn’t stay long because my older brother. He has to go to work the next day and his family misses him. I can’t blame him. He have wife and two kids at home. At the same time, this was our grandma. It was the last time we ever see her again. We won’t see her body or talk to her. We did our kiss and hugs to our family member and left three case of meat, and left over food.

Compare the first night. The weather wasn’t bad. On the first night, after I got off work. The weather was horrible. It was snowing, icing, and raining driving from Minnesota to Wisconsin. I lost count how many car trap or at the ditch of the road. Normal it took us about 4 to 6 hours. That night it took us about 9 hours. That night we didn’t get much of sleep but of the noise. Compare to us my mother don’t know how much sleep she has. She was working non-stop. Plus, she slept on the ground in my grandpa room. There weren’t any rooms available. It was nice to sleep in the same room as him.

I did take a lot of pictures. I hope I send these to my grandpa and photo us with them. They don’t have the picture of my side of family. I wish to send them and the video to him.

Buttons and Banner for my Yaoi Channel

2009-12-22T04:27:26Z

I did these the other day. I don't think I every mention I made a group and blog call "Yaoi Channel" Well, here you go. As you already know I love yaoi. Have been for a while. I thought I just post it here.

These are recently photoshop that I made.

These are the one that I did several week ago. The second button that one that licking that little guy. Is one of my favorite. hehehehe

He had it hard

2009-12-17T03:47:06Z

My grandpa had it hard. Last night, my mom calls him to check on him. He thinks she was still alive and thinks she was over here. We live five hours from them. He want my mom to tell her (my grandma) to come back home. That so sad. He really misses her. He told my mom that he don’t know what to do. Now she is gone. He might as well follow her ...... why am I crying? Life is so unfair. She was doing fine. All of suddenly she gone the next. Why all the good people die? He all alone. He still has trouble eating. The pot of tea she made for them is still there. He hasn’t thrown it away. it already been a week since she past away.

I got to stop thinking I need to get back to my finals. I only have one more. Is so hard.

Trailer - Gintama: Shinyaku Benizakura-hen

2009-12-17T01:53:41Z

Based on a Hideaki Sorachi manga, Gintama was first adapted to an anime series by Sunrise and has been airing on TV Tokyo since 2006. The new film will be based on the Benizakura story arc from episodes 58-61 of season 2 of the series.

“Gekijoban Gintama: Shinyaku Benizakura-hen” will be released by Warner Bros.on April 24, 2010.

It look interesting. Is about time there a movie. Well, better get back to my finals. I just have this one paper to do then I should be done. Can't wait.

Friends Again and my grandma

2009-12-16T08:15:33Z

This is just funny. I feel like I have some kind of relationship with them. Is like a on and off relationship. Well, as you notice. I had been pretty piss at my friends for a while now. I haven’t talk to them for three weeks and we haven’t hanged the way we use to last year. Anyways, four days ago when I found out that they knew about my grandma pass away. They didn’t call me. I was pretty piss. So piss off that I call both of them and bitch them. I can only remember two voice messages that I left to them. The first one I was so freaken piss off that I didn’t make any sense. The second one I call Yee.

This is what I say: [I think these are the words]
“What kind friend are we because obvious I don’t know anymore. I don’t want to talk to you or see you. You can leave me message if you want. I check it whenever I feel like it. Bye.”

To my other friends who call back to me and left me nasty message about her being so piss that she going to see me the next day and talk to me. Oh men, I wasn’t happy. The next thing I did was left her nasty message

This is what I say: [Again, I not sure exactly the words but it closes enough]
“What do you want? I don’t want to do anything with you. Don’t even bother to come to my house. I don’t want to see you. Which part you don’t understand.”

Guess what, the next day both of them show up. Men I was piss off even more. I didn’t want to look at them. I just went to my room. About 10 minutes later Tiff came to my room. Yeah we got to hugh argument. It was not pretty. I told them how I feel about them. How I don’t gave a shit about them. They no longer my best or close friend. Just friend. Is not like I don’t cherish or regret them. Is just that was the past. The relationship that I have with them is different. I only see them as friend. Nothing more. No matter how much Tiff tries to talk to me or figure out what wrong with me. I won’t talk back. At the end, both of them left the house.

When I learned that they wait two hours for me to talk to me, I decide to call them. I told them this time I will talk. I can tell Yee was not happy. The way she talk to me as though what the point for them to come back and talk to them. It seem as though my finals is more important than them. I didn’t like the way she talk to me. I was still piss, what she say even piss me off even more. I hang up. But somehow both of them show up at my room again. This time we talk. There were tears involved, heartache, and truth pouring out.

I never got the chance to do my finals, which I didn’t care much. We come conclusion and became close friend again. When I think about it. It crack me up. This is so like two relationships. I know deep inside of me I can’t let them go. They are like my lovers that are hard to find. At the same time I don’t want to spend my life with. I rather have them as my friend than a lover that for sure. I do love them. I gave up anything for them. There is line that I will never cross.

About my grandma that pass away. My work and one of my teachers was willing to work with me. Just the thought of it bright my day. We are going to bury her the week of Christmas. My finals are doing fine. I was able to get them done on time. I still have this paper that I have to do which I don’t want to touch anymore. I just can’t wait I get it done tomorrow. I got most of it done. I just need to write about two more paragraphs and make editing. I should be able to send it on Thursday morning. I am not planning to send it later that day. The essay is due 6 PM. My coding for Script is about to be done. I just need to do some stylesheet to my table. I should be done. I do it later today and write that paper “Thank you for smoking.”

Mine Grandma Pass Away

2009-12-09T04:48:00Z

11 hours ago my grandma pass away. [11:27 AM] This is the first time I witness a death. Yesterday, around 2:30 I call my mom about my court issues. If you have kept up, you will know about my court problem with my sister. The case has end, yet. They still have not let me go. Anyways, I call my mom to tell her to call Steve, because my lawyer told me that my sister has not called him. That was going to be a problem on my side. Of course, I didn't expect what my mom told me next. She was crying. She told me that my grandma just passed away (more like in the hospital (ER)) and she want to go to WI. Which take about 5 hours drive from MPLS to there. I didn't have to think twice. Family come first. The next thing I did was gone back inside and packs my things and left the room. I told my friend about it and let Keston (my Script teacher) what happen.

I took the first bus that drop closet to my house which is bus #14. I got home at 3 PM. I wrote e-mail to all my teachers but one. I start packing food and clothing for the ride. I was willing to drive fives hours to get to my grandparents. Plus, knowing my mom's health. If we didn't, then she going to collapse and end up in the ER room as well.

My older brother, older sister, future-brother-in-law, my mom, and my little brother left the house around 5 PM. We took two cars. We got there around 9 PM. The moment we got there. My mom broke down. She just kept crying and crying. At the same time, she was calling my grandma to come back to life. All we can do was just cried with her. I can tell my older brother was trying to be strong. We don't have father. He was like older brother, and father to us.

It was hard to watch my grandma laying there on the bed. See all those plug and equipment attach to her. It made it hard to watch. Every time I look at her. It as though she was just sleeping. Once a while she will open her eyes or move her figures. When she does, we thoughts she was coming back to us. We try to call out to her to not to go and come back.

By the time all her sons, daughter, brothers, and sister show up. My mom and several of my Aunts dress my grandma in tradition clothing. So that when she leaven she has her cloth on. The nurse unplugs all the equipment that keeping her alive but the thing tells her heartbeat. Everyone from men to women was in tears and sobbing. All her sons and daughter hold her once last time before she decides to leave. One hour later her heartbeat was still beating. Her spirit didn't leave. She was still there. Her brain might not be function well. She was still alive. We know that she can hear us because her spirit has left. It almost as though she was waiting for something or someone.

The next day (which is today), was the day was her finals. Before that we took one last picture with her in the hospital still wearing her tradition cloth. Sometime around 10 AM her heartbeat was beating was decreasing. This is when we knew it almost time for to go. She couldn't hold it anymore. What breaks my heart is what everyone says to my grandma. How much she loves us. How much we don't want her to go. at the same time we want to be happy whatever path she choose after this life. We love her. Tears in her eyes just keep falling. We knew she didn’t want to leave us. She was fighting to stay alive. Taking every breath and strength she can to sharing her moment with us.

I wasn't there in the room in her last moment because I couldn't take it anymore. It hurt so much. My tears couldn’t hold it anymore. I don't have a lot of memories of her. I do remember the things she did to me when I was little. Her smile, her words, and laughter. I still can't believe she gone. Mine grandma. What going to happen to my grandpa. Who going to love him the way my grandma does. Who gonna watch over him. Who gonna cook for him. Who gonna make he smile the way he does again. Who gonna hold him at night. He didn't eat for two nights until my mom came and convince him. They were so in love. More in love than my parent. He didn’t want to leave her side. I can tell just by the look he hates what is happening to her. He hates looking at her the way she does that night. He wants to take all those plugs and equipment away from the women he loves. He wants to hold her and share more memories with her. He just can’t believe this was it.

He does have other sons and daughter. They are about the same age as my side of family. So they still little. Don't know much. We live far from them. Each of them has their own family to take care of. It worries my mom. It breaks my mom heart to know that her mom has passed away. Her dad (my grandpa) might be next because of his health problem. The last words were from the oldest son (my uncle) was the last breath from her. He says that he will love my grandpa. Then she was gone. There were no heartbeats. It just line.

After that we left home, by this time it was around 11:30 AM. It was snowing. We didn't get home until 7 PM. There no way I going to class. I already call off work that morning. Didn't show up the last two class. I can’t go. It hard already on me.

What happen?

According my grandpa, and everyone else that I spoke or hear. My grandma was doing fine. It was just like any other day. But that night, my grandma has just finish washing the dish. My grandpa told my grandma to sit down and drink some tea with him. Not even three slip from the cup of tea my grandma start having pain in her head. My grandpa gave her message where the pain was located; every time he does it she told him it was different place. All suddenly, her body became limp and collapse against him. She was not moving. He called one of his sons to come home right away. Something is wrong. My uncle responded they were at the door. Not for long they call 911. She was taken to ER room. By this time it was sometime around 10 PM. Not for long she was shipped to another hospital locate in Theda Clark Hospital Neenah, WI which is one hour drive from where they are. At first they were going to fly her there. But end up driving there because of the weather. It was snowing. By the time they got there (11 PM- 12AM), she was rush in the ER room. They did two CAT scan and surgery on her head. When doctor told them there were too late. Three of her vain in her brain has brush open. They have tried everything they can. There nothing they can do.

What piss my family off is the nurse didn’t come to check on my grandma and clean her or check on her. Question was flowing around among up about how they treated their patients.

Ring Worm???

2009-12-02T05:48:15Z

holy crap. I think I have ring worm. Don't know why or how. All I know it itch like hell. I think tomorrow morning I gonna check it out. Because I read something about it and it say ringworm are "contagious". that freak me out. I just don't understand why it locate close to my arm pinch. I am planning to go to the clinic locate near my work place. I really need it to check it out. It itch. I don't want it to spread throw my body. It sick. I just wash my bed sheet and everything else. I not freak out. It is spreading that for sure.

It gross. I look other image how ring worm look like. Make me want to throw up. Not that I think about it start from my feet. How in the heck did it end up in my arm. The other part. they are gone. This one really show it. Men, it itching like hell. I want to scratch it. I know better not to. I don't want to tear my skin.

Ninja Assassin

2009-11-30T06:52:02Z

Well, I just came back from the movie. Ninja Assassin was not bad. Rain did a great job.Though he didn't have a lot of line. That ok. The movie was great. Expect one thing that brother me, is the blood. There to many and fake. Of crouse they fake.

I just went to see the top box office. OMG that stupid movie everyone keep talking is at number one. What hell. Is just another chick movie. Nothing new. PLUS, i hear there were a lot of bad actor which I not surprise. There no point of mention the name. I don't even want to think about it. You must know what that is "The Twilight Saga: New Moon" WTF if you are offend just ignore whatever I say and move on with you life.

I gonna name myself Lisa

2009-11-22T07:06:02Z

I couldn't take it no more. it was driving me insane. Make me want to hurt every person who call me those name. I know for fact started next month they gonna sing that stupid song. "Dack the Hall" I keep complaining about it. Final, I talk to LOD about it. I told him how I feel how customer treat me and what they call me. How much I hate it. I hate it so bad that I don't want to call me by that name anymore. After my little talk with Tony. I went to talk to one of my co-work. Out no where the name Lisa came to mind. It make sense. It has was my name it. It not like I change. My name is there. Only the people that know me well know my real name. hehehe that so smart thinking ^____^ i know for fact they not gonna let me change it.

Oshin

2009-11-15T06:05:27Z

A series I encounter while I was surfer on youtube. "Oshin" a old japense series. I not sure exactly what the series is about. Oshin, she really adorable. From the summary of it. It look interesting.

"Oshin tells the story of a girl born in a very poor rural family in Japan, who through hard work and perseverance eventually triumphs over pain and adversity to achieve fame and success."

For more information go to this site

Bi-Rain Videos

2009-11-10T03:42:01Z

I just bored. I suppose to do my hw. I don't want to... I do it a little bit.

Unexpected. Even though I'm late on this. It just too funny. I have to save in my LJ blog.

The Colbert Report

Mon - Thurs 11:30pm / 10:30c

Time's Top 100

www.colbertnation.com

Colbert Report Full Episodes

Political Humor

U.S. Speedskating

The Colbert Report

Mon - Thurs 11:30pm / 10:30c

Rain Dance-Off

www.colbertnation.com

Colbert Report Full Episodes

Political Humor

U.S. Speedskating

I can't stop laughing. It just so funny and hot. Men, Colbert dance. though not like Rain.

Lastly, the best for last.

Rain's MJ style. HOT HOT HOT....hehehe

short version but in HD

Its Rumic World

2009-11-04T02:13:28Z

Weird Rama 1/2 and Inuyasha together. Kind of funny. I don't know why I am little happy to know that there going to be another series of Inuyasha though I know what going to happen I read the manga. Sesshoumaru final let go of the sword. Stop chasing Tessaiga and got his own. As well his arm. Men that was sexy. Of course, you get that brotherly love thing that going on. Both of them try to fake it. We are the view can see it. hehehehe Inuyasha didn't want his older brother to die.

Clubing the other night

2009-11-03T05:41:33Z

This is kind late. Three days I went clubing with few of my friends. It was boring. I waste 40 dollar. Then she has to be bitch about it. Men, I tell you I was piss. I have to fight against myself not to bitch back at her. She say I can't drive and that we bitchs need to pay her back if she have to pay our ticket to club. I want to say this to her. "Bitch I got money. I don't need you help. You too damm drunk to talk to me. You say I can't drive. Fuck you." I have my limit, when it come holding my anger. I don't gave shit if she has to pee. I don't want anyone of us to die. That why I driving like that. Not only that it was raining and snowing what do she expect. They keep doing the same thing over and over. Drink and club. I hate those thing.

Well, beside that my Halloween was fun. I took Bella out to trick n treating. hahaha she did got scary. She only three years old. I can't help laughing and having fun. I never got the change to go trick n treating. ok, just twice in my life. The first time I was small. I don't remember. The second time four or isn't five years ago. That was fun. We did got some candy. Not that much.

Oh yeah, four day ago, one of my dump friend was in her emo zone. She was talking about want to kill herself. That was just dump. Because she was there for me. I want to be there even she want to commit suicide. I can't let this slide. I hate people like that. At the end, she didn't. I was right it was her dumb b/f. she found out she got cheat. I think she need to move on. That night I only sleep three hours before I head to work. That day I have to work eight hours shift. Came home took my shower even though it was late. Then I went clubing with them. Which is suck as I mention early.

Yesterday, at work. I found out HR made a mistake on my schedule. I was suppose to be off Halloween. They didn't fix. So I was written "No Call. No Show up." That piss me off. Today I call HR. They got it fix. I so glad that they told me about it. Then I have my thing. I thought I lost my school ID, which I found out it in my bookbag. I almost late for school. I didn't get the change to finish one of my problem set which I lost one point. Oh well, but again.

My relationship with those girls are the same. I have no special feeling for them. They nothing but a friend. My court thing is not finish. They still won't let me go until Linda is prove guilty. Pretty much I have to go to every single court date until the end. Just prefect. Good thing it does brother me that much as was before.

Get a room

2009-10-15T05:34:27Z

Just a few hours ago, one of my friend and I went to see this friend of mine whom is not feeling well. Not sure why. Anyways, one of thing that we were talking among each other was sex. The one that was sick went on road trip not to long ago to Wisconsin. Forgot the name of the place they stay in. During they stay in a hotel, one of their friend were having sex whiling they were sleeping. More like one of my friend's friends was having sex in the same room. Lucky, my friend is not in that room. She was in other room.

When she told me about that part, I couldn't help laughing and sick at the same time. I have problems seeing or hearing my friend or anyone that matter having sex in the same room with me. If I have to, I will stop them. Even his dick is inside of her or she on top of him. Either way, they not going to having sex while I am in the same room. They have to do it someone where else, because I need my sleep. I don't need to see them having sex. It gross. I don't care if I know them or not. Don't do it while I am around.

Mine First PHP

2009-10-12T21:48:23Z

Wow my very first PHP. I touch it before but never exactly did it on my own. This past weekend we have these Problem Set for homework. It was not easy that for sure. Feel like it take forever it get it done. Score 4 out of 5. Not bad. I guess it worth. Did kind of kill my sleep. I so glad that shit about my court thing is almost over. Next week is the day of my court. I hoping is over. So, that SHE can be the one in faults.

Right now, I am in Scripting class. My brain hurts. Better go to my next class.

Guin Saga

2009-10-10T01:41:30Z

I have been watching Guin Saga. It was nice. I enjoy the series. but after a while, it kind disgust me. No matter how much I think about the relationship between Istavan and Rinda. The only thing that keep running in my mind is "child molester" It gross to me. Is not that I don't see them they care for them. If only she was not that young and he not that old. Is more like Rinda is too young to under stand love. I thought the movie was about Guin I guess it wrong. Pretty much I scan through them. The storyline is kind dull.

Bus Pass is not easy task

2009-10-09T03:04:24Z

It’s so frustrating. Why is so dam expense in my school? I go to private school. The school locate in downtown. Parking is not cheap. I just don’t understand why their no discount or anything along those line. My college is selling bus pass for 175 dollar. While other college are selling for 85. One of the college that my friend goes to which only four block from mine. If they choose not to buy bus pass they can pay 5 dollar for all day. While our is depend how many hour we park determine how much we have to pay. Damm it. Is just pissing me off.

If i knew that is going to be that hard. I won't have never gave her my money. If she can't gave it to me then she own my money back.

tk_04 @ 2009-09-25T15:02:00

2009-09-25T20:07:02Z

I just came from my second court. It seem things are not setting, yet. I have to appear with my sister again Oct. 20. Men, I really want this to end. I glad I not going doing this alone. I don't even want to image doing it alone. This time I need a letter from car insurance stating his name and the claim number. Right, this moment my lawyer (Don) and Justin is talking to each other. Of course, what happen between them I need to know. I think I already know what that is.

I also got a hair cut. It about time. Is ok. I look like little girl. hehehe that for sure. Look like one of those little Japanese or Chinese girl. I can't help laughing. It cute and yet that not what I want. oh well, it grow back. The person who cutting my cut. She was not bad.

Life so far

2009-09-17T03:15:32Z

It has been a while since I post here. My life hasn't change much beside the fact my relationship with them is different. After that night, I am no longer their close friend. I decide to go on my own path. It took me three month to get over them. I don't miss them like I used to. I don't want to anything with them. More like I don't want to sharing my happiest and joy with them. I always thought they were my close friend. It took me four years. It was a joke.

Also couple week ago, my mom was rush in ER. She fine now. They don't know about it. They don't need to know about. I don't gave a shit about their life.

My car got to accident. It was stole from me while at work. I trying to report it. They keep saying that their no way my car be stole. Sound as I can't report it. Damm those people. Burn them to hell. All three of them. I went to court two ago. My next court date is next week. Is the pre-trail. Well, she going down. that bitch she think she can take my car and drive. She did a "hit and run". I have to call Progress about it. They got it fix. I have my baby back. I can tell you. The moment I hear what happen to him. I cry my heart out. I never cry that way before. I pour anger out. Hahaha I have to look for lawyer. That was the hardest part. Those bitch being bitch didn't gave a shit. So I don't gave a shit about them. They call them my best friend. My ass. I want to see they fall. When they call me. I won't gave a damm about them.

Speaking about car accident. My dumb little brother got to accident as well. The title of the call was under my older brother. What even worse my little brother hit pregnant women. That a big problem. There nothing my older brother could do but wait for the paper work. What dumb ass, what he was thinking drive with bunch of his friend when he just got his licensee.

Now he he take my car to school. He begged for it. I say yes. Of course he not allow to take my car to pick his friend or drive far. He only allow to drive it to school. He not allow to treat is as him. Because the car belong to me. Is under my name. I am the one is paying. He pay no shit for it. If I found out that he did, then it over for him. He can't drive my car to school. That was the deal.

This quarter was hard. That for sure. With all these shit going on. My summer break suck. It happen the first week of my summer break. Is still not done. My summer quarter is almost done. I knew I should have took it off. Oh well, is almost over.

Watchmen

2009-03-21T05:42:37Z

holy freaking G. I just went to see Watchmen. I love it. I admit. When I saw John half naked, the next thing on my mind is his thigh. Men, I want to see it when they did. It was big. hehehehe If they didn't, it was over. Heading home. Sad, at the end they made him the bad guy when he didn't do anything well beside create that thing. He so powerful. He can do anything with it. He can see the past and future. It just awesome.

Anyways, the movie was not bad. The storyline was ok. The special effect was great. The fighting was sweet. That chick can fight. The sad part was that she sleep with that guy. He was ugle. Oh well, she was hot. The sex scene was just too weird and funny. The music it self was not bad at all. That three hours was worth.

My dad's house got rob

2009-02-05T04:37:40Z

I don't know what to say. I don't feel anything about it. I should feel sorry for him and all. He is the only father I have in my life. He and his wife got rob. Is kind of their fault for always going out at night and living that street. I know he living hell. He put us through hell when he was still living with us. I guess that what he get. I still love him.

Check Book Missing

2009-01-22T04:20:58Z

How could she do that to her own Mom? Last night 5 AM while, sleeping mom knock on my door to ask about her check book. I have no clue what she talking about. She told me both of her check book was missing. She check all the place she put them. They were all gone even the extra account book. What the hell? At first I didn't care, I constant told her about that whore. She never listen. Now that both of her check book is missing. I try to get back to sleep. No matter what. Deep inside of me know better. I went through Hell with my mom. I know how my mom is. I knew if I don't do anything she going to end up in the ER, again. It will be my fault. I don't want that happen. I not that heartless. That my mom we talking about. I did the best thing I know. Was call both bank about what happen and close them. TCF was be BITCH. They gave 5 stinking number to call at the end it went back to the first phone number I dial. WTF. Wellsfargo was a lot better. They have 24 hour customer services. He help me a lot. We were able to close the account but have to go the branch to open another account book.

I didn't sleep after what happen. My mom left for work and I have to go to work within 1 half hours. I just lay on my bed. Trying very hard go back to sleep. At the end. I stay up. I went to work my 6.5 hours shift. after work, I called TCF about it. The lady was getting attitude with me. In respond I gave the same tone of voice at her. By this time, I was getting mad. Once both of us ate we left to Wellsfargo to open new check book. Men, by that time I was piss off. That lady just have to say those shit to me. I have enough stress. I didn't sleep. I didn't eat until 3. I don't need that shit, right now. I snap at her. I know the security was looking at me. I didn't gave a damm. Yeah, we got it sort it out. I have nice talk to the management. He was nice and funny.

At the end, everything work out. The teacher was not happy with it.

Airbus crashes in New York river

2009-01-16T04:33:05Z

That just amze story. I was at work durhing that time when I hear about what happen in New York. One of my customer told me about it. The first thing that came into my mind "What again." Of course they late explain what happen. I was shock and amaze at the same time. I was shock. That one amaze story. I total agree with them. Thank to the ploit. He was able to save everyone life. Of course to other they thank GOD. I say whatever. It the ploit that did the work. They the one that save their life.

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Christmas Party

2008-12-22T21:12:49Z

What a cray night, last night what he did to her was wrong. How dare he push and hit her? They best friend, right. That was the second chance I gave to him and he blew it. Now is over. I don't exactly what happen. All I know is that they have a big issue between them. We try to claim him down and telling him he have us. If he leaven is over between us. That what he did. I told Tiff. It is over between me and him. I don't want anything to him. Not did he only hurt Tiff. He push my little brother on the stair. He could have fall down the stair.

After he left the house, I took all the alcohol and hide them. Two full bottle. Shit men, Three or four of Veenou's Friend was having their drama. Pretty much half of the people where crying and sitting there on the sofa.

At the end of the night, one of Veenou's Friend slept on my bad. When I told him to tell them not to because is my bed. I don't gave a damm who they are is my room. I can tell who can and can't sleep there. I did end sleeping in my bed. I almost have to sleep in the living room or the floor somewhere.

Men, what a night. I can't believe Yee is over there and not here. hehehehe I hope she have fun over there and taking a lot of picture for us to see.