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bFriends or not friends? [31 Mar 2013|06:57pm]
It been a while since I post something here. I gotta say I kind of forgot about it. well, last night something happen to me. As this moment I still hurt and confuse about my relationship toward my two ..... to be correct supposedly my best friend. Well, they really prove I was wrong. Both of them know how much thoughts I have to do this birthday party. Apparently, they don't care or thought of me. They left to the club while I was buzz and don't know exactly what going on. They really hurt me. What shock me the most is the guy that I don't care much about it stood beside me to make sure I am ok before he left home. He even told them not to leaven to he club which they end going. Thanks a lot. Good think I was drunk or pass out. I remember most what happen that night. After the party my brother and me clean the places before head to bed. Of course, I couldn't sleep. My head hurt.
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Late 90s couple [24 Dec 2012|10:31pm]
Today at work, I notice a couple in their late 90s dress as though they on date. I couldn’t help myself and walked up to them to tell them how cute they look together on their date. Both of them laugh and told me they weren’t on date but heading to a church to pray on Christmas Eve. They were so please with my comment and told me they going to pray for me. I couldn’t help but smile even though I don’t believe in God. For sure it my made my night.
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Still Alive [02 Nov 2012|09:36pm]
WOW it been a while since I post something on LJ. Nothing much have change be side that fact I am done with school and having trouble finding a job. Men, I hate this time of age and year. I feel my life is not going anywhere until I find that job that I work so hard to get my BA degree. I start to regret my choices of I make so far. I sick of tire of it. Well, to be correct I sick of a lot of things as the moment. LOL.

What I really need is vacation to foreign country, like in Europe or somewhere in Asia. Maybe go visit my people or something. Because I getting stress out and my hair coming off. LOL.
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God or someone is hating me [01 Mar 2012|10:53pm]
Apparently someone really hate me, I had been having a lot of health issues, last year I cough in blood, got back pain, my thumb got infective. This year my health acting up again. Oh well, in the past months I been getting bites on my faces, hand, and arm. It took me a while to figure out I have bug bites. I already clean my room three to four time, wash all my pillows and blankets four times. Still end up the same results. If is not on my faces than is my arm or on my hand. They itch so bad. Their are not pretty to look at. I have to constant putting itching cream when the bites get to painful. The first time I did I over dose myself and end up with a fever. I thought I was going to pass out. That was really smart of me. LOL. I go to work with bandage on my faces and my arm. People and my co worker keep asking me did I get into a fight or something. Of course, I just joke telling them I did. I want to check on them but I don't have any insurances. Whatever happen to me I really don't care. I am cover.
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Gorgeous Guy [24 Jan 2011|11:20pm]
Two day ago at work this gorgeous guy came to my lane with father. OMG i tell you he was just.... gorgeous. I remember how much I have to fight back not to look at him. It was so hard. I want to look at him so bad. I don't want him to notice it. The whole time while I was bagging their stuff in the bag. I keep telling myself "how the hell a hot guy like him even exist this world. He so damm hot looking." I thought I was going to pass out. His voice was so ... omg nice. He look like model. I wish I have camera with me. I can show him off. When he left, I couldn't help checking him out. Head to toe and back. hehehehe

After he left one of my co-worker told me my face was red, I didn't even I was blushing that hard. This is like a once a life time for me. I met a hot guy wearing tight pants. This is my first come face to face gorgeous looking guy.

Of course, I don't think I want to sleep with him. I'm scary. I think I might pass out before anything happen between us. After seeing him, I was so awake and working hard. I wish I see him again at my work place.
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kimi ni todoke [05 Dec 2010|02:47am]
Kimi ni Todoke has to be my lastest favorite anime of all time. I have never cry the way I did for this sereis. I recommend it. I can't wait next year for the second season.


Sawako Kuronuma, called Sadako by her classmates for her resemblance to the character from Ring, has always been feared and misunderstood because of her appearance. There are rumors that Sawako can see ghosts and curse people. However, despite her appearances, she is a sweet and timid girl who longs to be able to make friends with everyone and be liked by everyone else. When her idol, popular boy Kazehaya, begins talking with her, everything changes. She finds herself in a new world, trying to make friends and talking to different people and she can't thank Kazehaya enough for giving her these opportunities. Slowly, but surely, a sweet love is blossoming between the two as they will overtake any circumstance or clear obstacles in their way.

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Sleep or not? [05 Sep 2010|01:05am]
[ mood | angry ]

I fuck hate this. I don't want to go to sleep. I don't to get up. What the fuck! Why the time is movie so damm fast? My body can't keep up should I just either never get up or never go to bed. This i so stupid. Why am I so piss for? My mind can not think about coding 24/7 damm it. I have a life. Fuck it I just gonna lie. I don't gave a damm about it anymore. I so tired of coding. I lost my passion? I don't know. I gave up.

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KDrama: Life is Beautiful [30 Aug 2010|03:09am]


"Life is Beautiful", written by "soap opera queen" Kim Su-hyun, who most recently penned "Mom's Dead Upset" for KBS2, depicts the struggles of a gay couple played by Song Chang-ee and Lee Sang-woo, whose families, unaware of their orientation, constantly pressure them to go on blind dates with women.

A drama about a family, set in Jeju island. A bright and exciting story about the love and harmony of a united family.
"Beautiful Life" - First and second episode (SBS TV, Saturday/Sunday evenings 10 P.M.)

A family drama may be considered good depending on how many concerns and conflicts it shows existent within that family, not just because it depicts on adultery or the relationship between the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. In that regard, the premiere episode of new TV series "Beautiful Life" by Kim Soo-hyun lived up to her reputation [as "the best writer" in Korea].

Each character in the show emerges expertly as every family member throws in a remark at an incident where mother-in-law (played by Kim Yong-lim) gets angry saying she waited 40 minutes at the airport and the daughter-in-law (played by Kim Hae-sook) is upset as she was only 14 minutes late. And the depth of Kim's insight on human nature is revealed when the adulterous husband (played by Choi Jung-hoon), who left home thirty years ago, announces that he will be moving back in, to which his wife reacts by cutting herself off from the world and resisting by not wearing her hearing aid.

More than anything, instead of dealing with the topic of gay romance as a subject of humor, her audacity in presenting a gay couple -- the oldest son Tae-sup (played by Song Chang-eui) and divorced man Kyung-soo (played by Lee Sang-woo) -- and placing their realistic issues right in the face of a weekend family drama, the most conservative genre in television, is almost exhilarating.

The viewer may also find themselves looking forward to watching how acutely the members of this heterosexual family, whom many viewers will project themselves upon, will clash over the issue surrounding character Min-jae who got divorced and remarried many years ago but still feels insecure about not being the biological mother of Tae-sup. One may actually agree or disagree to people describing writer Kim Soo-hyun as "the best writer." There are many other television drama writers who have recorded high viewership ratings. But when it comes to approaching various contemporary family issues in Korean households through the most innovative viewpoint, there is no one, in the past nor the present, who could equal this veteran 68-year-old writer. [korean drama guide]


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Lee Sang Woo & Song Chang Eui couple images:

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I can Stand Rape [05 Aug 2010|08:47pm]
It true I really can't stand hear or watching anything deal that with rape. Right now, my heart is bounding very fast and making it hard for me to breath. I trying very hard to breath normal. It not easy. I was scanning through Rainbow - Nisha Rokubou no Shichinin Episode 6. That fucker rape that boy... just thinking it really sick me. Why do people like that exist? It jsut plain sick.
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Road Tripe to Florida and Wedding [29 Jun 2010|07:34pm]
This going to be a long post I try to make it short. Last week I went on road trip to Florida with two my close friend. It was a lot of fun even though there were ups and down. There were time I want to punch them. Knowing them that long I know I not going to hit them with my fist. We went to The world of Coke, it was amaze. I love drinking coke even though Coke was the reason why I got acid reflex. I still drink it once awhile when I am in the mood. After that we went to St. Louise to take a look at the big arch. Stay there about two hours then head to Florida. We went to Universal Studio then Disney world it was a lot of fun. I felt like a kid, again. The only difference I get to choice what I want to do and go to. I felt free I don't have to worry about anything. Though one of my friend is such bitch, she could be happy for us. She keep complaining it too hot or is too kiddish. What the hell, she should have already know about the weather and place we going. We were so mad at her that we lash at her for being stupid and complaining. She did got mad at us and refuse to talk to us for two days. Of course, that didn't stop us from having fun. This Florida is not like a everyday we get to do these kind of thing shopping and having fun at Universal Studio then Disney world. After that we went to beach, men it felt so good playing with sand and swimming in the water. The last thing we did was shopping. Oh yeah, something bit my butt it was itching. For four days I have to put some kind of cream and lotion to top the itch. On the last day of our road trip, we didn't sleep at all. We drove the whole night because none of us can effort to buy another motel. We drove a day and half to get home and it felt so good to be home. Both of my friend were knock when they got home for me I couldn't sleep. I stay up and went to bed around 11 PM. That felt good to be back in my bed and blanket.
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Hot Yaoi Music Video [09 Jun 2010|10:09pm]
Now that final is over. I can get back what I love to do. Yaoi. hahaha I post few yaoi music video in my blog. Here one of them.

Oh yeah, the blog to it is Yaoi Channel. I forgot to mention. I didn't make them. I thought video she did a great job.
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The word "cute" [14 May 2010|11:35pm]
As some of you know, I am tomboy. I not into girls. I into boy. I mean men. From top to button. From every corner and curve around their a.... anyways I learn something new about myself. Normally, when someone call me name. I don't care or don't mind. For example honey, sweet, cookie, so on. But when I guy call me "cute" that another story. It felt different. I can't believe I gonna say this..... I like be called "cute" by a guy. I don't often get those comment from a guy. When it does happen, it felt nice. Like a girl. hehehehe

Does that even make sense? Maybe I am turning to girl. I DO want to be in a relationship. At the same time I don't. I guess I scary. I only been in one relationship. That long time ago. I think is time for me to meet someone. At the same time, I don't have time. I want to say "I make time"
but how do I even do that?
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Anime Detour [25 Apr 2010|10:15pm]
This is my second time going to Anime Detour. This time I got to meet two famous people Shinichi "Nabeshin" Watanabe, Haruka, and Carrie Savage. They were really nice. I so happy that I got the chance to talk and shake hand with them. As well, take a picture with them and autograph. I upload them when I get the chance.
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Togainu no Chi Anime Trailer [22 Apr 2010|12:56am]

"The multimedia studio Nitroplus has officially announced a television anime adaptation of its Togainu no Chi game on Monday. Nitroplus made the announcement in Tokyo during the "Nitro+CHiRAL Party" event, which celebrated the fifth anniversary of its Nitro+CHiRAL boys-love game brand. The release date, staff, and other details of the anime have yet to be announced, but the booths of Nitroplus and the anime production company Aniplex will present a pilot version during this week's Tokyo International Anime Fair. The anime's website has also formally opened on Monday, after it already revealed the first indications of the television anime plans earlier this week.

Togainu no Chi originated as an adult game that Nitro+CHiRAL released in 2005. Manga artist Suguro Chayamachi adapted the game's story about a post-apocalyptic street fighter in Enterbrain's comic B's-LOG magazine, and the seventh manga volume shipped last August.

Tokyopop published the fourth volume of the manga in North America in November. " [http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2010-03-22/togainu-no-chi-tv-anime-officially-announced]

That awesome news. Never thought it would happen. Love it. Can't wait. I hope there are some yaoi.
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Koufuku No Ouji [15 Apr 2010|09:23pm]

Status: Completed
Author: Tanaka Suzuki
Artist: Tanaka Suzuki
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, Shounen Ai

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I love this manga. In each stories, is so cute and adorable. It must read.
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Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru [13 Apr 2010|11:27pm]

Author: Odagiri Hotaru
Artist: Odagiri Hotaru
Genre: Adventure, Fantasy, Shounen Ai, Supernatural

Sakurai Yuki is a mysterious boy with a mysterious ability. He was found in the bushes as a baby and adopted by his current family. Because of this, Yuki strives for independence. The last thing he wants is to be a burden to anybody. Furthermore, when he touches others, he can feel their emotions. Unable to control his ability, he often made insensitive blunders in the past. With death threats and his abilities increasing, what will happen when a man claiming to be his older brother appears?

Esp. 1

Reading manga
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Sasuke need to die or get rape [13 Apr 2010|11:09pm]
WTF I swear that boy serious need to die. So that bitch. This is why I hate Naruto. I won't be shock if they become gay. If he was to get rape then what he doing is ok. I don't fucken understand he going around killing people. What the hell he has a lot of hater? He just kill his brother. He might as well die in hell. They way he dress he look like he some kind of pervert. Or being sucking dick all day. I don't even understand that little boy anymore. The whole anime is not going anywhere. Is the same old same. Men, now I thinking about my yaoi. That what he need. Sasuke really need to get lay. In his case, rape to the point he can't get up.

I against rape. But what he doing through out the manga and anime. He serious need it. Is not like he the only one with drama. NAURTO is not even kid show.
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PAUSE [07 Apr 2010|09:51pm]
Men, this very moment I want to find a button and press PAUSE. Things just going to fast. I can't keep up. There so much to do. I don't know which one I suppose to do first, second, third, so on. What I need is a day or week to myself from everything. Doing nothing but relax. Now that I no longer going to Laos and Japan.

One of these day, I just gonna leaven. Leavening everything without telling anyone. Be gone a day or week then come back. Refresh myself. What the hell.... that what I gonna do. I just going to someone where no one knows... ok maybe a note so they don't think I commit suicide or call the 911. Now the question is where? When? I thinking this coming summer. I have two weeks. I just take one of those week or day off work. Come back whenever I feel like it. I might be alone. I just need to be alone for a while. I turn off my cell phone. I don't care. Anywhere, is fine.

Any suggestion?
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Mine 25th B-day and my life [05 Apr 2010|08:44pm]
Well, I guess this might be too late. I still gonna share it in here. As you already know two week ago it was my 25th b-day. It was also the week of finals. After my last final, one of my friend and classmate went out for coffee because most of the store in downtown was close. We chat about two hours then we went home. I was supposed to go and hang out with one of my co-worker. At the end, we didn’t.

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Now, that I’m back in school. My life is going back at it was before. No life. Just work, go to school, do homework, make design, coding, and reading tutorials. I love it and hate it at the same time. Time is moving too fast. I feel as though I can't keep up with time. Even though it the same as any other day. There 12 hours a day, 60 seconds, 7 days a week, and 365 days in a year.
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That time again and new stories [24 Mar 2010|10:40pm]
This weekend is my brother and I 25th B-day. Just like any other year. I hate it. I hate birthday. I don't know whatever I gonna do something or not. We just have to wait and see.

Anyways, today was another day that we get some stories from my classmate. One of my classmate was telling us about the reason why he speak the way he does. He wasn't born that way. Something happen to him. He shutter because of his past. When he was young while his parent were in bad relationship. His dad threw him in the car. The next day, he come home with bruise around his body. His father beat him up to the point he unconscious. They took him to hospitable. Ever since that day he shutter whenever he talks. He still trying to stop shutter when he talks.

Last night on the phone with one of my friend. She was telling me about her boyfriend and her. How she want him to be this and that or that he not doing this or that. I couldn't stand it no more. I told her to STOP. Stop whatever she doing because that him not her. Does she want to get herself death. Because whenever she does she just create stress. Then I ask her. Who is she? She say she don't know no more. I told her. She need to figure that out because the person I talking to is not her. Yeah, she was mad. At the same time she was happy. We haven't talk like this for a while. I just gave her a pieces of my mind.
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